JOHN WAS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I WILL FOREVER LOVE HIM AND KEEP HIM TUCKED SAFELY IN MY HEART! HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY THOUGHTS EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND MY HEART CONTINUES TO BREAK AT THE THOUGHT OF NOT SEEING HIS SMILE. I AWAIT THE DAY I SEE HIM AGAIN IN HEAVEN!!! I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH JOHNNY APPLE SAUCE!! :.( FOREVER!!!